February 2012
4 posts
not satisfied
I really don’t have a say in this aye ? Fuck ! It concerns me too ! Okayy , fuck it alright ? You know what to expect from me . You never see why I’m that spoilt rebellious girl . When I want it that way , I WILL KILL FOR MY WAY
my hunger is getting stronger .
no , not for ciggs but for pills and liquor . i need „„„„„„„„
i may start on cigarettes and pills again . i'm...
January 2012
4 posts
i'm self-conscious and a paranoid person
bare with it
o o o
it has been a damn looooong time since i did a proper update .
i don’t do proper updates any more . just short , simple , straight to the point posts.
busy
lazy
hahaha . ohh well , usually i update my other tumblr blogs . lols . work life been such an ass . met many , MANY different kind of people . racism obvious . big-heads , omg . haha . a few lesbians and butches . haiyoooo . haha...
stop haunting me
i swear the past keeps haunting me , LITERALLY . each guy coming back , saying they still have feelings for me . ohh well , i’m very sorry . haha . i’m better with this single life of mine . i won’t search , let the right guy find me . i’ve got my dudes and dudettes by my side (:
December 2011
1 post
no . i shouldn't have apologise for leaving you...
you deserved it
November 2011
1 post
October 2011
6 posts
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and...
so long
I don’t need you anymore . Now that I’ve fallen for someone else . Your actions shows everything . You were never there from the start Thankyou for the past
all this while
why care now ?
roundincircles
my heart says yes
my mind says no
peers go stern ; they say “NO!”
September 2011
10 posts
Awesome4E1
suuuhhhhhhhh:
4ever1sssss <3
my mind rushed with words when you texted
i’ll be having a hard time forgetting you now .
when he said i miss you..
my heart skipped a beat . a carved smile on my face . and i just had to say imissyoutoo
when i heard his voice..
my heart stop beating . my senses awakens . my dull face brightens . my ears went super sonic . i miss that voice . i don’t want to miss a hertz .
1 tag
grrr
i don’t know how blackberry works on the text messages . i am fuckingly mad that all the messages of you and me are gone . yes . all fucking gone ! so fugwr7rog2ouwfbgwekjb !!
3 tags
2 tags
ineedasavior
no , i can’t take this anymore . someone save me
August 2011
4 posts
ifyouwantto,icansaveyou
and I am still that naive little girl who thinks that she could’ve changed the situation if they’d let me .
hopes shattered, dreams turned into nightmare
11 tags
fml
is singapore trying to drive its locals out ? i , a singaporean . no home . living in a hostel . many foreigners living in nice flats . what happened to singaporeans ?? okayh mom , i really feel we should migrate . this is no longer home
June 2011
2 posts
I have a low self-esteem, but I try not to make it...
junioritas
went out with juniors . sumpaaah . horny semuaaa . haha . had fun though . puts my mind off of missing you badly . then just now you called . my heart was like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . tp nadia kacaw . haha . then talk , fight a lil , then sweet talk . then now miss him badly . okayh byee . hahaha . i miss sweeetheart veryy the muchyy :(
iloveyou
May 2011
8 posts
Whatisthefuckingwrong?
Mr&mrs esmand,
Angin babi korang sudah kembali
Yours sincerely,
Liyaa
sentosafuuuuhhhh !
today was awesomely epic ! hahs . made covers and at like we didn’t ate for 10 days . haha . on the way back , we took the tram and be tourists for the day . explore the island . the boys left nureen’s volley ball at the toilet . so when the tram took its turn back to the toilet, riyan rushed to grab it but went the wrong way . he went to the tram-stop then to the toilet . i was...
mudpie
i don’t know how you do it , but you made me fall hard for you . you’re no different from any other guys but you are definitely not the same either . contradicting ? ahha inside , you’re truly an amazing person . haha , all the surreal but superb and wonderfully amazing things . someone i’d grade , out of this world . you’re the only one in this universe . if...
thankyousooomuch !
forgotten . gaaaah . it hurts much . sakit hati bnyk bnyk . yelaa, aku nih kan siapa . bet you bitch a lot about me . i’m ain’t perfect . i’ve sinned , but dont look down on me . now who were there for you ? i know, i’m just rubbish . i’m used, now thrown
acceptance
this little girl is learning to accept this life . we can’t always be at the top right ? but why ?? is this karma ?? no, nih cobaan .. tapi sampai bilaa ? ya tuhan , tolong laa . i wan’t my old life back . i want to be able to buy GODIVA chocs every weekend again . i want my friends to come by my house everyday like we used to . i want to sleep in my own...
Talktomyface
So tell me now . Tell me that I’m too young to know all this . I knew everything .. since then . I may be a kid but am not ignorant . Don’t fix me to zer0
Waitingforamiracle
I’m still waiting for a miracle . I’m still wishing life would be like it used to . I’m also wondering … Will it ever happen ? I had a spoiled past . I had everything . I took it for granted . I lost everything ;C
fuckmylifehard
i was wrong . nothing’s getting better . gotten worse instead . you know what ? fuck it . let everything be like what used to be . we will all be strangers again , okayh ? that’s what you want right ? i don’t know you, you don’t know me alright ? pretend i’m a tenant in your house . don’t bother cooking for me cause i’ll be eating out ....
April 2011
12 posts
“Let’s get drunk tonight and forget the world . It’s just me and the bottle , let...”
– lyly’s razor mouth
takemeawaybaby
aaah , tuh jantan spoiled my day today . was supposed to go out with bro and mom . out of nowhere diaa muncul . sorry sir, you’re not invited . so fuck the hell off . urgh !
take me away, let’s get out of this town . run, baby, run . we’re unstoppable now
closecall
i didn’t see that coming
“kiss my razor mouth . ain’t that pleasure hurtful baby ?”
– lyly’s razor mouth
“drive me to suicide, i’ll drop you off in hell”
– lyly’s razor mouth
shootmeyourcomments
i may act like a bitch . i may look like a bimbo . but i’m definitely ten times better than ya’ . i’ve got the brains
cut me up, dissect my insides, tell me what you find . does it satisfy you ?
digyourfaceinhervagina
sumpah, perangai semuaa berubah . childish btol . making people suffer for your own pleasure . i don’t know what is worse . kalaw lelaki penting kan nonok , aku tak heran laaa . but why bother me ? takmo nak step besar uhh . kelakar sgt perh ? hahahaha . okayh dah -_-” _l_
canijuststabyou?
i feel bitched and fucked . seriously . ohh well, like i said i don’t entertain childish attitudes . i just go with the flow . moving on , can someone please smack me on the forehead or spank me ? seriously , i am not trying my best to improve . i’m not putting any effort to push myself . grrr . lyly , pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease...